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For those of you who ever doubted Lisa Marie when she called Shawn a God, here's proof...
I haven't murdered anyone yet.
I don't know exactly what went on, which if you ask me, makes things WORSE, but for your sake, you better hope it was nothing.
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| Lisa Marie... |
[25 Sep 2003|08:23pm] |
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Are you alive?
Did you disappear forever? *shakes head*
Just because you think you're all grown up now doesn't mean that you can't post here once in awhile. Your husband to be does.
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| Yikes... |
[24 Sep 2003|12:59pm] |
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It's been awhile since I updated this thing. But I guess that's what happens when I get all wrapped up in my family and friends. Let me start off this entry with...
Happy Birthday Steph!
Matt, Happy late Birthday!
It was fun traveling with Shawn this past weekend. It's nice to do it once in awhile without having to do it all the time. *grins* It's always nice to wake up in his arms though.
Trish, I'm really glad that you'll be coming to stay with us. Maybe we'll have time to get together and chat a bit?
As for the anything else? I'll let my icon speak for itself.
Edit: I am so excited to know that I am smart enough to be with a man, that is smart enough to know the meaning of words, without looking them up.
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| Looking forward to tomorrow... |
[12 Sep 2003|07:59pm] |
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And I am! I miss my Boys. I don't know what I'd do without cell phones. Be insane, I'm sure.
Shawn, thank you for staying in touch the way you do. I'm glad you're having fun with Jeff and I'm very happy he liked my present.
I really don't have a whole lot else to say except maybe this. You want to see real love, real devotion? You should up at Lisa Marie and Scotty's house unannounced. I want say any more, just that I will forever to aspire to have a relationship like theirs. Shawn? You think we're up for it?
Cam... Mommy misses you. See you tomorrow, Lil. Hopefully.
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| It's been awhile since I had butterflies... |
[10 Sep 2003|09:24am] |
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But I actually did last night while waiting for Shawn to pick me up. I was so nervous and yet I don't know why.
We had a very nice dinner and took a walk down River Walk where Shawn sweetly bought me flowers. I felt like a princess. Or just someone very, very special.
Our date ended with a very sweet kiss around 12. My mother would have been proud. I think both Shawn and I were. We want to take this slow.
And now today I have nothing to do. No plans whatsoever. *sighs* But maybe this just means it's a good day to lay out by the pool and veg out. With no one here I can erase those nasty tan lines that look so annoying.
Shawn, be safe. Call me? And give our son a big kiss from Mommy.
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[08 Sep 2003|02:36pm] |
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I really couldn't come up with a better subject line than that. I was going to reply to Terri's post, but I see that Shawn had already said anything that needed to be said. Then I thought about something else.
1. Shawn and I are not together. Not officially. We are dating. Exclusively? I don't think so, though I know that I don't want to go out with anyone else and I'd prefer he didn't either. I, actually we, just feel we need to take this slow.
2. Manipulation. Damn, but I must be some kind of mastermind if I have as many people fooled as I do. *rolls eyes* Come on, I simply do respect Shawn. As a man, as a father. With that respect I hold his confidences and he holds mine.
3. I must address Terri's announcement stating that Kody hated my guts. I find this highly amusing as the child hasn't been in my presence long enough to make such a decision. If she does indeed hate me, it would be because of her mother. And honestly, Terri, I've never said anything bad about you. I haven't felt that I knew you well enough to make such statements.
4. Hunter. Ok, come on. This is a man that has hated me from the moment that Kevin introduced me to Shawn. The very moment. Why? Because I threatened. He hates anyone that Shawn finds any kind of affection for other than platonic. It's why he hated Lisa Marie so. I also think it's why he married her, but that is my own opinion and probably not shared by anyone.
You know, I could go on. Or I could start getting things ready for when Shawn gets here tonight. I need to Cameron's bag together and I'm going to have a late dinner ready for him. Or would that be early breakfast?
Most importantly, I just want Shawn happy. That's it. And that's all that really matters to me.
*smiles* That, and our date tomorrow night. I'm looking forward to it, Shawn, though you still haven't told me where we're going.
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[08 Sep 2003|08:55am] |
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People talk about respect and they talk about love as if they know what they're talking about. And maybe they do, but they don't show it. When it really counts, when all is laid out on the table, they don't remember a word they said.
Both love and respect must be earned. If it's given freely, then what weight does it truly hold?
I just felt I needed to address that. It seemed important somehow.
Now onto my day. When I finish talking to Shawn, I'm going to finish getting ready and take Cam to Mother's Morning Out. He loves it. He has a lot of friends there, and it gives me time to work on my fundraising. My latest project has me heading up a committee to raise money for a children's safe house. A place where they can go when they have no other alternative.
Well, I really should concentrate on this call.
Hope everyone has a great day.
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| Time on my hands... |
[03 Sep 2003|04:42pm] |
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That is what it seems that I have. Shawn went to see Kevin. And it seems that Terri is making her way there. I know it's been forever since we've really talked Terri, but take care of him, okay? He's not feeling well.
Commented a bit with Randy. It was nice. of course, he just wants my licensed hands to give him a massage of a life time. Can I help it if I'm the best? *laughs* Seriously though, for those who don't know, I went to school and became licensed once Shawn and I were together (yes, the first time!) so that I could help him on nights he couldn't sleep.
Anyway, I have AIM if anyone feels like talking. It's ASexyBoysWhisper.
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[02 Sep 2003|09:14am] |
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Communication is the key, huh? Well, I think that goes two ways. I really don't even know what to say. I'm going to just hold out and talk to him. I just refuse to believe that it's what it looks like. I refuse.
Lisa Marie, call me? I really need to talk to you. I tried your cell, but you're not answering.
Shawn, just come home soon?
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| I'm not going anywhere... |
[29 Aug 2003|12:51pm] |
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Why would I?
*shakes head*
Is any relationship perfect? No. Does everybody always get along with everyone that their partner cares about? No. Am I in love with Shawn? Yes. Is he in love with me? He says he is and I believe him. Does he have feelings for Hunter? Yes. Will he always? I imagine that he will. Do I care? Honestly? No. It's very much like the old saying you can look at the menu but you just can't order the cherry pie when you're on a diet. You just go on.
So Hunter, Sharmell, enjoy your time here. This is my home and I'm not leaving. And I'm not asking you to not come or leave. Shawn cares about you. I respect him so therefore I respect his wishes.
Tis all I have to say.
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| Busy, busy... |
[27 Aug 2003|05:17pm] |
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I've been very busy catching up with my charity work that I've neglected since Shawn and I got back together. In fact, I haven't seen anyone today since I left Shawn and Cam in Sharmell's care early this morning.
And tonight? I have a fundraiser. Who's idea was it to have a fundraiser on a Wednesday night? *sighs* I know Shawn can't go with me, he has company. I don't even want to go. But that's just being selfish because I haven't seen him all day. Nor Cam.
So I hope that all is well with everyone. Lisa Marie I hope the medicine is starting to work for Tyler. She's such an adorable child. And don't worry about her, you know that we'll be taking good care of her. *smiles* When I get home. *grumbles*
Anyway, Shawn if I don't get to talk to you before I leave, I love you. I hope you and Cam really enjoyed the ride today. I think maybe I'll take him this weekend while you're working.
OK, that's it from me. I need a shower before I get ready.
And no, I still don't want to go.
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| Just something that I have to say... |
[21 Aug 2003|09:55am] |
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Love is not a game.
Shawn is not a trophy to be awarded out to the best player. He is a man that deserves the utmost love and respect. He deserves all the best in this world and I am going to give it to him. For as long as he needs me to.
My wish? That it be forever. That he, Cam and I all live together as one family. With Tyler as much as possible, of course. And maybe another of our own. I love being a mother. Especially to Shawn's children.
Anyway, just wanted to make it clear. The games are for children. Love is an affair of the heart and nothing to be made light of.
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| Getting ready... |
[18 Aug 2003|08:27am] |
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Packing is always fun, especially when you know you're packing to go on vacation with your family. Cam is pretty easy, he's not into fashion yet. (Thank God) Tyler's not hard, either, especially as Lisa Marie aleady packed her suitcase for me. And honestly, packing for me is not that hard, either. So who does that leave? Not saying you're difficult, honey, but I'm sure I'll forget to pack something. And while I'm thinking about it...
I just wanna thank Lisa Marie for not whining when we asked to take Tyler with us. ('Cause we all know that Shawn would have been whining the entire trip had you said no.) But seriously, I've never seen a man love his children more, so thank you for giving us this opportunity to spend the time with them.
Mom, please take care of Razor and Ramon. *snickers* I think Shawn just found out his mom knows how to read his journal. Let's just hope he doesn't find out it was Lisa Marie that showed her how.
Jeff, thank you for the invitation to your wedding, I will be there.
Lisa Marie, I really hope that Helmsley feels better soon.
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[15 Aug 2003|08:41am] |
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And people actually wonder why I don't make a public spectacle out of my life with Shawn. Yes, maybe once or twice I made a post that I might should have locked, but I didn't. Oh well. I've never said anything more than anyone else and actually it's much less. Let's all remember that please.
As for my relationship with Shawn, it's not anyone's business except us and Cam and Tyler. 4 people. That's it. Please remember that. Just because you are Shawn's friend, it doesn't give you a one way ticket into our life. I'm much too personal for that.
Lisa Marie, I love your ability to be so outspoken, but it's just not me. But I do want to talk to you. So why don't you, Scotty and the kids come over for breakfast?
Shawn, baby? It doesn't matter. Honestly.
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| Don't feel lonely, Lisa Marie... |
[12 Aug 2003|02:33pm] |
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Because I guess I am, too. I did this and I thought it too funny to not post it because of what it says and all of my locked posts to Shawn. *Laughs*
Ok, I also wanted to use the new icon that Shawn made for me. I love it.
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[09 Aug 2003|12:56pm] |
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Shawn's teaching me how to make Icons. *grins* And I really just wanted to show this one off cause I'm a little proud of it. I might be the only one, but oh well...
*sighs softly* I love being home...
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| Sugary fucking cunt, huh? |
[07 Aug 2003|05:29pm] |
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I guess that explains why he's been where he has all day.
Imagine that.
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| How many licks does it take, to get to the center of the tootsie roll pop? |
[06 Aug 2003|08:49pm] |
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How do I know? I haven't had any tootsie rolls lately. And I'm not sure where that subject came from. But I was sitting here, watching TV, sort of, and I heard someone say, and I swear this is true, all it takes is one bite of Shawn Michaels. *dies* Or should that be one bite by Shawn Michaels?
And I'm being more open here than I have ever been in the past, and probably ever will be in the future, because let's be honest, I'm laying here in orgasmic heaven, which has obviously effected my thinking power... and now I'll leave you all to ponder on the above.
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